Day 2

7-22-14

Fiesta pa rin naman samin. Kaya nahirapan akong makalabas ng Kawit. Hahaha. I become late coz of that + it lead me to be the first one to introduce one’s self. Haha. Okay. Well I said I have a Tumblr as an interest. I think they know tumblr but don’t have one. Yun. I also said I’m into bands. Yun. Wala akong karamay na rakista hahah. Tapos. Natutuwa talaga ako sa speaking voice ng TL namin. Keleg. Hahahaha. Bukas uli. Lol. Nagkita na ule kami ni Torno at Maigue. Tas si Rafael. Yihaw.

7-21-14

First day.
Haha. Almost 4pm na ko nakarating. Before that I received a sms from Ian. Yeah. Introduction. Hahaha. Natatawa sila sakin kasi basta haha kahit ako natatawa. I tried to look kung may tumblrista. Wala. Tas orientation. Super bawal talaga phone. 😔 Yung about sa company nag-end ng 6:30pm. Tas yung sunod, mga 9pm. Yung isa sa madaming speakers, grammar 89% lang. Athar eh. Basta napapasimangot ako pag may mali. Haha. I made new friends :) 3gals 1guy. Hahaha. Laughtrip sa 1st day.

Fiesta.
Yebah. Ohoooy! Ohooooy! Haha. Karakol eh. Samin kasi pag sinabing karakol, matik foods. Hahaha. May naghatid naman sa amin. We don’t usually prepare foods pag gantong araw. Hahahaha kasi dumog ang tao.

Birthday ni Tito Bok.
Nasa US. :) Wish ko na sana one day he’ll celebrate his birthday with us here in PH.

Happy Fiesta Kawit! :) And happy birthday to my uncle, who’s currently in Oxnard. =)))

Actually this was yesterday. Hahahaha.

Happy Fiesta Kawit! :) And happy birthday to my uncle, who’s currently in Oxnard. =))) Actually this was yesterday. Hahahaha.

7-20-14

Di ko alam. Nadun yung desire nya na kausapin ako thru chat. Nakailang beep yun tas sini-seen ko lang. Nagsend ng post ng isang blogger at isang post ko. Di ko alam kung anong gusto nyang iparating. Yeah I read everything that happened to him last week, pero di ko talaga alam. Di ako makareact. Di ko magawang replyan sya sa chat. Related pa rin to sa last post ko bout him. Gusto ko rin naman na magkausap kami kasi parang 2 weeks or more na kaming di nagkikibuan. Nung nagbabasa ako nung latest updates nya + yung sa chat, hindi nagrereact yung mukha ko, poker face parang ganun. Parang malungkot pa din ako. Hanggang siguro, di na sya natuwa kaya nag-offline na lang sya. I’ll just give myself more time to heal whatever hurts me and makes me sad. Screw me. Ayun, let’s watch Step Up All In if we have that time only for us and we have money and if it still can be viewed on theaters. Or if you don’t want, I’ll ask a friend na lang. Yeah, always know that you shine brighter than anyone does. Paramore yeah. Wo ai lu.

Dahil bagong ahit ang kilay. lol

Start na ko sa work bukas. Dyan lang naman sa MOA. Ang buhay ko, puro na lang sa work. Di ko alam kung makakapag-tumblr ako. Hahaha. Shems. Tapos two weeks yung induction namin na 4pm to 1am. Hahaha. Makakauwi naman ako, may van naman dun. Ha ha.

Sana hindi ako maka-absent kahit isang session. Sana magawa ko ng ayos yung ipapagawa dun. Sana may pumansin na sakin, tae hanggang work ba naman loner pa din ang peg ko? Gags kayo ah. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Sana makaipon ako para sa sarili ko tho contractual lang yun. Sana kahit nandito ako makareview na ko for my board exam on august. At makapasa sana. Hahahahahaha. Ge.

Kahapon. :) Pumunta kami ni Mama sa Makati for my medical exam. Nakakapagod naman dun. Puro lakad. Pero yeah, tahimik + malinis. Ganun nga sila sa Makati. Hahaha. Nung kinuhaan ako ng dugo, hahahaha. Ang tagal kasi tawa lang kami ng tawa nung kuya. Hahaha. Nawawala daw ugat ko. Hahahaha. K.

After nun, pumunta ako ng PNU. Kasi pumunta daw ako sabi ni Marty gay. Hahahahaha. Nakakatuwa na nagkita uli kami + nanood kami ng movie. Treat nya pero nung una ayoko kasi mahal, tas naisip ko na pumayag na lang ako kasi eto yung gusto talaga ni Marty, magkasama-sama uli kami. Sayang sana si Nico, sa bahay lang daw muna sya. 

Maraming kwento uli si Marty bout sa experiences nya sa Nueva Ecija kasi dun sya nagtuturo. Ayun. Nakakatuwang nakakainis. Hahahaha. 

Marty: Kamusta na kayo ni Ian?
Me: ……..
Marty: How’s Ian?
Me: ………… :(
Marty: Why?

Ayun, kumain na lang kami. Tas madami rin syang advice sakin pag nagstart na ako. Wag ko na lang daw masyado isipin sya kasi baka makadestruct daw. Ganern. Medeme pe.

Deliver Us From Evil. Yeah, we viewed that last night. Tas ang daming couples. Couples everywhere, and us, we’re friends. Hahahaha. Nakakagulat yung ibang scenes, tas creepy mga mukha. Hahahaha.

Okay bye. End of kwento. :)

7-11-14 

Minsan naiisip ko kung bakit ganito na lang lagi nararamdaman ko. Palagi na lang ako nalulungkot kapag naiisip kong di nya ko mabigyan ng oras. Umiiyak ako palagi dahil dun. Kahit binanggit na nya dati yan. Kahit alam kong busy talaga sya. Iniiyakan ko pa din. Like those times na we’re both online. I was just waiting for him to chat me pero nganga. It’s sorta easy to tell someone if you can’t talk to him/her atm. It lasted 30mins or more, yung paghihintay ko. And I’d understand naman kung magsasabi pero hindi din kasi. Mas nalulungkot ako kapag ganun. Tho hindi mo responsibilidad (I guess? Kasi we’re not official. No “Will you be my girlfriend?” thingy. Yah.) na magparamdam for a while, pero masakit din kasi yun. Wala ng maintenance para sa relasyon na meron kayo. Gaya ngayon. Iniisip ko, ano na lang ba talaga ako sa kanya. Yung naghihintay ako magkausap uli kami, umaabot na ng isang linggo na di ko namamalayan. Yung bakit walang way para mangyari yun. Yung nangungulit din ako minsan para magkausap man lang, madalas 'seen'. Kaya di na ko nagli-leave ng message pa, alam ko namang gaganunin lang ode di na lang. Yung kahit anong gawin ko pa, alam kong di rin naman ako iuuna. 'Last priority? Sanayan lang!' Sobra na yung iyak ko gash. Yung ayokong mapagod pero unti-unti, nararamdaman ko na. Kasi feeling ko mag-isa na lang ako. In fact, sa badminton may oras ano, kapit na kapit pa, ayaw bitawan nga eh. Di ko alam kung ilang beses pa ko iiyak. Di ko alam kung hanggang kelan pa. Sampal na sampal sa mukha ko na wala akong karapatang umangal kasi di naman nya ko ogf. Iyak ka na lang Kami.

I posted this not to depict na may mali. Kasi ayoko rin naman na malungkot ka uli dahil sa mga hindi mo magawa for me. Pinost ko lang kasi di ko na kaya na umiyak na lang uli dahil dito. Yun. IDK how wud u react on this pero I want to apologize pa rin for thinking things like this. Ye.

Some things just makes sense and one of those is you and I.

GC Ppl. Don’t read this. Madidismaya ka. Haha.

[Grammar conscious ppl.]

June 30, 2014

Oh, hi. Today was such a blessing for me. :> God gave me enough knowledge, confidence and courage to get through with my application for a job in Pasay.

9:30am, I left to get my voter’s id, with mom. Then I arrived in MOA at 10:30am. I looked for the building and I was right all along. My description for the building was, “trapezoid na building na may butas sa gitna”.

First we filled up the application form from manong guard. Then we transferred to the break time room to continue filling up. I was amazed by that room because packed meals of each employee are placed there. They have their own fridge, microwave oven, sink, and water dispenser. Complete indeed. I can live there. Hahaha. Then we were called for online application. I love the PCs there, equipped with internet. After that, we undergo Versant Written Test. T’was quite weird coz it has 5 parts. Hahahaha.

  1. Type as much as you can in a minute. It was easy in the first place but I was pressured that time. I only typed a sentence plus few words. Sadnu.
  2. Supply the correct word in each sentence. I enjoyed this part. :> VERB, NOUN, ADVERB, & ADJECTIVE ebriwer. SV Agreement.
  3. You type what you hear from an audio file. Haynako! Yung dalawang item mali yung dinig ko. Hahahahahhahahahahaha xD
  4. You read and retype what’s in the paragraph. In here,umm.. it was like getting the main idea and its (main) supporting ideas then reconstruct a new paragraph from those. Also, a little bit hard because the paragraph disappears before I answer.
  5. Creating an Email. Ugh. I forgot the parts of a business letter. Hahahahaha. Gusto ko kasi ganung format. Then dinaan ko na lang sa pagpapayo yung item na to. Wahahahaha.

Then after that, we were six and four of us continued to the interview. I’m with Justin (Imus; BSCS, STI), Calvin and Jomar (Bacoor; BSIT, Peprs-M). We were asked about ourselves and it was funny that it’s a group interview. On me, I was asked bout my expected salary, shift I prefer, and if I’ll take the board. Then the interviewer gave us the list for pre-requirements.

So what made this day a blessing? It’s the experience of passing an application and interview. I never thought I’d reach until the end kasi takot ako, but every night before going there, I pray to God to give me this job. Although I cried last night instead of preparing for this, I still got it. God helped me so much this day. God really gives good things to those who wait. <3